Default - We have 'default' settings on our computer, we have a 'default' start page, we even have 'default' back-ups... We also so have 'default' settings in our being. All to often we 'default' to our natural self and our 'default' selfishness. We also 'default' to things we learned either passive or aggressive, things we learned by repetition or shock. Those things that we say or do, then realize the behavior came from a place, with which we would have consciously disagreed. A 'default' action like constantly telling our children to turn off the lights, if you're not in the room. Simply a 'default' action because your mother told you the same. Sometimes this 'default' behavior is reverting back to past responses because we have not 'updated' our response. We have not 'updated' our 'subscription' to the Word of God and renewed our 'licensing agreement' with Heaven and the Holy Spirit.
So, If you find yourself in a 'default' action, to which you did not subscribe, it may not be your fault, But you may change the action by asking for an update from God in your spirit, and follow up by reading up in the Owner's Manual unto the renewing of the 'licensing agreement' in your mind...